This morning my wife looked at me and said Charlie's cardiologist appointment is a week from today will you be able to go with me? And for a moment my vision froze, I lost hearing and all thought. Then a split second later time continues. We have been going to cardiologist appointments for almost four years now and times two for our second child for almost a year. So why is it do we still get so upset leading up to the appointment? Why is that shock still there? The pit in your stomach appears and doesn't seem to go away. I don't discuss this initial feeling with my wife and it passes.
A few minutes later I hear, "Come here I want to listen to your heart." My wife holding a stethoscope in our living room talking to our son. And it confirms she had the same feelings as I was feeling.
One day I hope that feeling will go away, that week of increased tension and added arguments will disappear. But I am not so sure that it will.
A few minutes later I hear, "Come here I want to listen to your heart." My wife holding a stethoscope in our living room talking to our son. And it confirms she had the same feelings as I was feeling.
One day I hope that feeling will go away, that week of increased tension and added arguments will disappear. But I am not so sure that it will.